The Perks of Having Insecurities
I feel miserable when insecurities hit me in every possible way. I thought that why am I getting fatter and my face is getting chubbier. Why can't I feel confident in pictures like most girls on the internet? I started to hate them that they look so pretty and flawless and I want to be just like them. I started to learn how to put makeup on and trying lots of new fashion styles or starve myself and sometimes I feel so sick that I throw out. Yes, I did that. These insecurities make me scared to take a picture of myself or even a selfie. I even hide behind that, "Nah, I don't like selfies," kind of thing. It's because I always feel much more insecure. Those negativities are eating my happiness. I'm afraid to smile in a picture and showing my teeth because I feel that my teeth are too small or my upper gum will show up. I'm afraid that my shoulder is too wide for a girl, and my jaws aren't in a perfect and same size and my chubby cheeks don't help m