A Boy and A Cigar
To the girl who always smiling in her pictures, who loves book as much as I am, who enjoy writing as much as she loves mountains. May you find peace in every day of your life, may you smile in every pictures that you take.
To you, Kak Nanan K. (check out her blog too: http://thoughtsofnan.blogspot.co.id/ )
To you, Kak Nanan K. (check out her blog too: http://thoughtsofnan.blogspot.co.id/ )
There’s
always something about him. How his empty eyes sparkling underneath the
moonbeam. We were escaping from our busy, crowded town. Catching those stars
until we reached the hill. He was sitting beside me with a cigar in between his
lips. It wasn’t lighten up yet until he asked me if I’m okay with it. I just
nodded and watched him consuming those addicted poison.
I always
like it when a boy smoking. The looks of his pinkish lips biting that guilty
pleasure thing. The smokes spell his feeling and blew away all of his problem
for a moment.
“Are you
happy?” I asked him.
“When?” He
asked me back.
“When you’re
smoking?”
“No.” He
answered.
“Then why
are you smoking?”
“Because I
want to feel empty.”
“How could
something that feel up your lungs makes you feel empty?”
He kept
silent, and not blinking at all. When he finished he looked at me. Deeply with
a blank expression. I couldn’t see his eyes directly but I know he wanted to
cry.
He kissed
me.
Out of
sudden
When I
started to feel it, he pulled out
“How was
it?”
“The kiss?”
“No, my
lips.”
“It’s
bitter.” I said.
“That’s how
my life is.”
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