Prussian

He always wears the same shirt, neutral color but he always prefers dark. Like Prussian or Oxford blue. He wears a necklace with a deep blue sea trapped inside. Maybe he loves blue too much that sometimes life gives him blue all over his surroundings with grey clouds following him everywhere he goes.

He is okay.
Sometimes he's not okay but he always told me, "it is okay to be not okay." and that's what I love about him.
He let things run the way they are.
He said, "Just let it all go." Like The Beatles.

He always listens to one song and repeats it again and again and again. Just like how he kisses me again and again and again. And I will smile into the kisses again and again until he asks me why am I smiling?

So I smile.
To answer his questions because sometimes, something doesn't need an answer.
But I always love to say that he is the answers to my curiosity. 

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