Midnight Thoughts

Darling, don't sleep with a broken heart. The pillow catches your broken pieces and collecting your tears. You might need to clean them up tomorrow morning. Drink a cup of Earl Grey, light up that April Showers Candles that you keep for your special moment. Today is the day, being with yourself, all day and cleaning up the mess from last night. It's all about treating yourself right, and not hoping from someone else.   *** "Today was a good day." He said "Um..." He smiled that beautiful smile. "Felt really good." Those dimples that always have a special place in my mind. I keep capturing them every time I have a chance.  Since I don't know for how long he would stay. He won't stay long. He couldn't. There are so many things he should do.  And breaking my heart is one of them. *** He's drowning in sorrow. The pure lonely heart. Being broken by something rather, lonely. A girl who he loves so much t...

Once you found the one, will you be happy then? What if THAT someone is yourself? What if you always be happy, but you just never know because your brain tells you not to? Because too much happiness will bring you into the deepest sorrow at the end of the day. When you already in your bed, scrolling to your phone, your eyes are tired but your heart is not ready to sleep yet. They keep pumping of awareness that something bad will happen. How great will it sound? The sound of your heart beating? Is it just the same as the piano riff off of a song from your favorite movies? Or is it just as bad as your voice when you are crying? My dear friend said, that it is okay to cry. Just let it go. But I already did. I let it all go. And I let you slip away. we heart it